Inspirational Air

time to let go......................

2012-01-20T14:00:00.000-05:00

Well we are all moved in to our new place, we are cleaning, painting, installing carpet and makin it all pretty and homey. Which leads me tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, time to let go of all the things that no longer serve me in my new place. Time to clear out items for unfinished projects, time to get rid of things that i was holding just in case. I can't do it anymore, tooooooo much stuff and it weighs me down soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo its time to say goodbye to craft supplies, papers, beads, books, movies, clothes etc............... out with the old and in with the new, or shall i say in with less, YES, that sounds goooooooooooooood, in with less, I am going with less is more!!!!!!

xoxo
love
M

My Lucious Life List

2012-01-12T08:43:00.004-05:00

1. Make the damn list - Yipppppppppeeeeeeeeeeee DONE (its so woohoo ish when you can tick something off your list)
2. Create all kinds of art
3. Make a living from my creations.
4. Create a project that keeps on giving
5. Have a picnic at midnight.
6. Have my very own studio/sanctuary for creating goodies.
7. Be myself authentically all the time.
8. Design tshirts with my sayings and artwork and wear for all the world to see.
9. Sell my tshirts.
10. Keep adding to this list.
11. Check the list once a month to tick off the things I have completed.
12. Inspire others to live their greatest life.
13. Teach a class.
14. Host a circle.
15. Hold a healing event.
16. Publish more books.
17. Travel to another country.
18. Vacation with my family.
19. Make yoga a part of my daily life.
20. Create a deck of inspirational cards.
21. Make a set of tarot/oracle cards.
22. Get my implants out.
23. Get a juicer.
24. Do the things on my life list in no particular order.
25. Get webcam or a laptop with a webcam.
26. Make video blogs.
27. Continue creating my Goddess Business Empire.
28. Always listen to what my body needs.
29. Feed my body radiant raw food.
30. Drink lots of nourishing water.
31. Never compare my life list or myself to others.
32. Know that during "burnout" it soon shall pass.
33. Create and sell my own set of super duper bubbly buttons.
34. Make a glorious wish for a stranger. DONE, thank you Sandra Magenta
35. Make love under the stars with my super hunky hubby.
36. Make wishing candles. (kinda like birthday cake candles, whenever you want to make a wish, you light it, make your wish and blow it out)
37. Let go of fear.
38. Take a healing crystal course with Hisbiscus Moon (aka Stephanie Moon from Goddess Circle)
39. Connect with more Goddesses from Goddess Circle
40. Get a pair of vibram fivefingers barefoot shoes
41. Send a design to Portland Pins
42. Make all my dreams come true.
43. Be a non smoker
44. Never be afraid to be me
45. Sponsor a charity event.
46. Host a giveaway.
47. Let go of guilt when I want to change the things on my life list. (working on this)
48. Support and encourage my husband when he runs for Mayor (okay so maybe this is a little wish boost for my hunky hubby)
49. Make $100,000.00 in 2012 from my creations
50. Be proud of me for getting halfway through my life list - DONE - Woohoo, I can tick this one off my list, Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
51. I am assuming my life list only has 100 things, hmmmmmmmmm, make life list longer (I can still leave the above one ticked off cuz the moment came before I knew my list would be longer, heheheeee)
52. Treat myself like a queen.
53. Create "make your dreams come true" ecourse
54. Host a blog giveaway with my goodies and goodies from other gorgeous goddesses
55. Drink a shot of wheatgrass.
56. Step inside a bookstore that sells rare and old books and buy a book.
57. Stop worrying about the period at the end of these sentences, seriously who gives a hoot, not me hahahahaha
58. Ask for help
59. Get more tattoo's
60. Wear something long, flowy, sparkley and see through ooooooooooo lala
61. Forgive myself and others no matter what
62. Make something all zenish and meditatey
63 One weekend a month have "who gives a fuck lets sit in nothingness and do whatever the hell we want" or quite possibly do that a little bit each day (for sanity purposes of course, hehehehehehe)
64. Write, blog, post about sex (more on that later)
65. Make a daily planner and offer it as a download to others
66. stop fussing and second guessing over the things i want to put on my list, its my list, its all good
67. Read "the red tent"
68. Make snow friends in the summer
69. hahahahahahaha
70. Know when its appropiate to laugh at words that could pertain to sex (still working on this one, hehehehehe)
71. have a "meeting" in a cafe about life
72. Make a vegan version of green goddess dressing
73. Make a vegan dessert
74. Get a spiral binding machine
75. Collect trinkets for 30 days and turn them into an art journal ( i did do this years ago but its something i want to do again)
76. Read the four agreements again
77. make a gratitude journal
78. Market "Messages from the heart" for the relay for life fundraiser
79. Pick one day every month to have a celebration with my family just because
80. get a pair of moccasins
81. make "its gonna be okay, its all gonna workout" talking device (when you press the button those words will be spoken)
82. Actually do the courses I sign up to take
83. Share this list on zeeeeeeee web right now. Doing, doing............ DONE!!! Yay!!!!!
84. Make the "permission project" a reality and offer it as an ecourse download. (working on this, yeeehaw)
85. Take a break from writing my life list (I can add to it whenever I want) Yeeeeeeeeehaw DONE

give yourself...................

2012-01-09T08:31:00.001-05:00

what you need today.
What is it your body, mind and soul is asking you to for?
Allow it, give yourself what you need today!!!!

xoxo
M

my new book is ready to order................

2011-12-12T12:44:00.002-05:00

Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! "Release your Inner Goddess" is ready to order through amazon.com. I am super excited and thoroughly enjoyed writing this book. If you are called to this book, I hope it brings you whatever it is you need my dear!!!!

until next time faboo friends.
love and light
xoxo
Goddess M

fear, the deadliest poison.....

2011-12-10T21:23:00.000-05:00

i know it can't hurt me, i know its not real, so why am i afraid?
i know without a shadow of a doubt that we must learn from our mistakes, we must fail sometimes before we succeed.
i know i am the key to my success.

knowing all this and yet fear, the deadly poison creeps its way in, finds a tiny hole and lays its egg somewhere deep within my mind.
it incubates and festers, grows and builds upon itself waiting, waiting for just the right moment to hatch.
once it hatches, liquid spills out saturating my brain, covering it with lack, cant's and have not's, worthlessness, scarcity, judgments, harsh comments, messages from my inner critic telling me i am not good enough.

fear is the poison that slowly eats away at our soul, spreading toxin as it feeds on our weakness, but we do not need weakness, we do not need to feed the fear.
we can stop it, we can stop it dead in its tracks.
knowing this, why does it find its way in, fear is persistent, it wants to hold on, it will hang on tightly with its last breath unless WE are ready and willing to get rid of it.
I want the freedom of feeling fearless, how does one achieve this feeling, how does one go about their day without fear of the unknown?
its a learned behavior, its repeating thoughts and words that comfort you, that lift your spirits, that raise your vibration so you can believe in you, believe in your power, know that you are good enough, know that you have whatever it takes to live your dream life.
give in to your goodness, allow yourself permission to be released from fear.
only you can make this happen, no one can do this for you, absolutely no one can remove your fear, its up to you to cast it out of your mind.

writing is my salvation, it is what keeps me sane, what makes me feel whole, complete and alive.
don't get me wrong, my husband, my children, they are my life, they provide me with everything i could ever want, i love them with every ounce of my soul.

but writing, writing makes my stories, (true or not) come to life, it gives them purpose and feeling, it makes me feel good to let the words out, otherwise i go crazy with all the words jumping around in my head, bouncing back and forth, interrupting each other and before you know it, its as if it must be done, i have to write, if i don't, i see pictures in my mind of me poking the side of my head just to let some info out, i can feel my head swelling with so many thoughts and they have to come out, i can't think straight if they stay in, i can't feel good, i can't accomplish anything on my to do list, its a driving force that says honey, if you don't write, you are screwed, your day will be a mess, you will feel guilty for not following your heart, you will feel shame for doing things that do not serve you, you will feel sad for silencing your inner goddess.

with that i say, okie dokie pokey, write i will do, i want to feel happy.

so where does this fear come from, why was i given this feeling when i was a young child, why do we pass this on to our children, what makes us think its okay to push our fears onto those we love?
we do not have that right, we do not have permission to teach fear to others, its serves no one, no one benefits from fear.
i am not at all saying do not be cautious, by all means baby, use caution, but its different.
for example, i am afraid of driving, not all the time, but there are times when it wants me to be afraid to drive.
if i allow this fear to win, then i go nowhere without someone else driving.
it starts out like this:
i do not want to drive, what happens if i get into an accident, what happens if i get lost, what happens if i do not get in the right lane, what happens if the car breaks down?
okay, thats it in a nutshell.
lets answer those questions,
if i know the road rules, if i follow the road rules, thats all i can do, that doesn't mean someone else wont follow the road rules, it just means i will, therefor i may or may not get into an accident but thinking i might just may be the ticket to keeping me from driving, and how fair is that, is it fair of me to rob myself the freedom of getting in a car and going somewhere, nope, its not.

Fear gets in our way and holds us back. We can't allow this to keep us from living our souls purpose its time my friends to take our power back!!!!!!
Positive thoughts, affirmations, writing, creating art, meditating, therapy, counseling, whatever it takes deary to get rid of fear is what needs to be done, we want to live our life to the fullest!!! CHECK BACK later for ecourses and more on how to "get rid of fear and keep it out"

believe them the first time..................

2011-12-10T21:17:00.000-05:00

holy holy macaroni,

believe them, without doubt, without judgment, without hoping, thinking just maybe, or what if they just might, nopers, believe them, believe them the first time.

Good or bad, it makes no difference, people are who they are, thats it, bottom line, they decide whats right for them, whats wrong for them and how they see the world so when someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time, then there is no worries about it, such as:
are ya kidding me, ya did this again, yeah, they did, and they let you know in the past they would and they are letting you know that in the future, they are who they are and will do it again!

I know there are some who will read this and get angry, it happens, my intention for writing this is to clear the air for me and to gain clarity into this situation so that I KNOW it happens, its okay, I can move on from here, and if in the future you encounter someone who has already shown you who they are, accept them without judgment.

good morning, good morning, good morning

2011-11-22T07:30:00.000-05:00

Well hello there happy humans~
Today I am making a list of things I want.

I want a,
button/badge maker
spiral binding machine
silverware
queen size sheets
full size sheets
twin size sheets
pants/jeans
sweaters
ink for my printer
and for now I think thats it.
how about you my dear, what do you want on this fine morning, please do tell, set your intention for the day and ask for the things you want, remember to believe you deserve these things and they will show up right before your eyes!!!
Happy manifesting!!!

until next time happy humans,
tootles,
xoxo
love
M

finally i got it...............

2011-11-15T17:10:00.000-05:00

now you can enter your email to get a new blog post every time i update my blog, woooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooo!!!

how cool is this..........

2011-11-12T22:18:00.001-05:00

bullshit

2011-11-12T17:07:00.000-05:00

this is total total total total total total total total total total total total BULLSHIT! what the freaken ravioli is going on?????????????????????????? its like my mind says whoa baby, ain't gonna cooperate with you today honey! okay, i get it, sometimes you need a break but c'mon, this is the 4th time this week you are doing this, what are you doing this for, you know there is stuff that needs to come out, so what do you want me to do, dishes, vacuum, dust, laundry, cook, walk, drink, sleep, ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, HELLO, i wanna write dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and do remember this

2011-11-11T22:54:00.000-05:00

its an epic day my friends, did you set your intention on this magical happy day?
my intention is this.......................
i am ready to receive my glorious gifts of abundance and prosperity, much happiness, good health and good fortune, clarity and wisdom.

its your turn darling.......................

xoxo
M

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm............................................

2011-11-11T22:49:00.000-05:00

i wonder......................... what is it?

i found this super website, you must check it out

2011-11-11T17:00:00.003-05:00

here it is I mean really, its faboo, Its called "The receiving project" i mean who knew eh? She summed it all up and presented it in this loving wonderful way!!!
If you want to receive glorious gifts from the universe and you are ready to receive, holy shasta, check her out, its FREE, yeah, I know, I could hardly believe it myself, it flippin FREE, go take a look, seriously, I am super excited about doing this and perhaps you too will find that its just what you need and as i always say, if its not what you need, no problemo, its all gooooooooooooood!

It is my intention to receive gifts of kindness from the Universe.
(lookout baby, they are rollin in), hey, who said that, was it you, ohhhhhhhhh, wait, silly me, that was the Universe talking to me, ooooooooooolala, here come the gifts, yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

love ya,
xoxo
M (who got alittle carried way with the links to her site, lol)

fear, the deadliest poison.....

2011-11-11T16:16:00.000-05:00

i know it can't hurt me, i know its not real, so why am i afraid?
well, well, well, its because its a learned behavior.fear is taught to us, like the alphabet, math, spelling etc...
we are taught so many things by our parents, grandparents, caregivers, friends, relatives, teachers, everyone, we learn from everyone we see.
whether in person, the internet, tv, radio, we learn from it. which means that we are teachers whether we like it or not, everyday we are leading and teaching by example.

so why not live your best life, give yourself the love, kindness and compassion that you would want others to give you, give it to yourself,.
sure its nice to help people, but its nice to help ourselves, after all, if we don't take care of ourselves, we won't be around to help anyone anyway.
so to that i say, drink up, grab your glass of water, juice, your cuppa tea, (not so much coffee, wine or beer, lets try to be a weeee bit healthy)
and cheers my darling, cheers to you for taking care of you and cheers to me for taking care of me.
and remember, fear is only in our minds, its not real, if we let it in, we poison ourselves with deadly toxins that keep us from living the life of our dreams, no flippin way do I want to give up on me dreams, how about you, i didn't think so, we are not giving up, we are not giving in to fear.
its outta here, bye bye fear, you can't hold me back anymore!!!!

love you buttercup,
xoxo
M

2011-11-11T11:10:00.001-05:00

My epic wish for 11/11/11 at 11:11 is for abundance & prosperity for me & my family. That we all live to our 90's & good health, much wealth & wisdom.

as i reach for the golden rod.....

2011-11-10T13:49:00.000-05:00

my inuition never lets me down, is always there to guide me, to provide me with answers I need and then every once in awhile it tells me to do something and whammo bammo, I haven't a clue as to why, just this nudge,and if I don't do what it asks, i get a push, and if I still do not do what I am asked to do by my lovely inner goddess venus, she flippin shoves me, a freaken full on total shove and says, hey woman, yep, I am talkin to you, lets get a move on, life is a waiting and its ain't gonna wait forever, ya gotta grab it while the grabbin is good and just do this that i ask, soooooooooooooooooooo i must, ya see if i don't, who knows, she might conk me on the head or make me take a cold shower to wake me up, i don't know, but i do know this, i don't wanna find out what she would do if i don't take the nudge then the push and now the shove seriously.

honestly i have no idea where this is going, why i was supposed to write as i reach for the golden rod, no clue, nada, zippo, nothin, but here goes it......................

as i reach for the golden rod, my heart open, my soul ready, my mind accepting and my body willing, I am ready to receive that which you offer me.....

wow, my inner goddess is good, that sounds really profound, guess she know what she is talkin about, alright, i was just told not to interrupt her, she needs to finish this......

i ask you milady to hold out your hand, to give to thee your time, your energy and your love.
i ask you to give of yourself that which you may know nothing of.
do you want this sweet darling, do you want to be given the gift?
are you aware that i may ask you to trust in me like never before, that i may ask you to do things that you may fear?
share with others your stories of hope, sadness and more.
will you do this without question, without judgement and without knowing how this will happen?

i take your hand and offer you my heart and soul, surrender to you my wisdom and blanket you with kindness.
i ask that you follow me, walk with me, laugh with me and cry with me, i ask that you do this so you can see without your eyes, but to see with your heart and fill your being with true love..............
(i meaning me not my inner goddess don't even know if that makes any sense but i am told its not up to me to make sense of it, just do it, well, whatever, it makes my life easier if she is doing the writing anyway, less i gotta think about, so more time for playin, at least for today, some days I like to do the writing but hey, sharing is a good thing)

i guess miss goddess venus is done, personally i am drawing a blank which means thats it, i'm yawning sooooooooo until she wants to speak again my dear, i gotta go find somehting else to do, toooooooooooooooooooot a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
xoxo
M

I am woman, hear me raw............................

2011-11-10T11:53:00.001-05:00

I know, you thought it would say I am woman, hear me roar, nopers, its raw.
Why, because my writing is from my womanly perspective and its raw, straight from my core, no holds barred. No cleaning it up, no sugar coating it, its my words how they run through my mind and flow onto paper.

The only way I feel free is to let it out, how I feel, what I see, how it affects me, how it changes me, makes me grow, learning from it, all the juicy good stuff that makes me who I am. If you like it, good, if you don't, thats good too, we don't all want to agree, that would be quite boring.

Most of all, my writing helps me, and my hope is that it helps you too, whatever it is you need from it, whether it be to read it and find your own path or the meaning of something, etc.... but maybe it will help you by saying, no way, I am outta here, where is the delete key, its all good because if you need it or don't need it then my mission is complete, it helped you in some way.
Whether you sit back and enjoy this blog or run for the hills to find something else, its all good darling!

So what do we talk about now, whats on my mind?

One thing that is on my mind today is....................
Whats on your mind honey?
What are doing today?
What makes you tick?
What makes you come alive and light your fire?

Oh please do tell, share with me your hopes and dreams, your goals and desires, tell me so I can enjoy your words, thoughts, prayers etc.......... I want to read all about your beautiful gorgeous life, your succulent stories of excitement and joy, oh the suspense my dear is killing me, please do tell.................................

While I am waiting for you to spill your sexy words onto my virtual paper, I will continue writing for me.................

and there she sat, across the room, waiting, wanting, imagining what may happen when she sees it, when she feels it, when she tastes it as it brushes across her lips, when it pulses through her body, when her bones are rich with desire for the very essence of his soul...... (wow, that seems a bit racy, lol)
(oh well, I am going with it)

she wants him, she wants him like no other, to taste him, to feel his body against hers and to know that he wants her too, it is what she ached for, the longing for him to hold and caress her is over.

he is next to her, her flesh against his, their heart's beating as one, the scent of their essence as it fills the air and transforms the moment into heated passion.

the sweat that drips from their naked bodies, their mouths open wanting to kiss.
but the kissing stops, something happens as the moments pass and everything is heightened, the sensitivity becomes so intense and she wants it, she hungers for it like never before, its euphoric, the bliss that enters her mind as she imagines what she may do next.......
and then it happens, she grabs his head, slowly turns to expose his neck and without another thought, she bites, his body in a frenzy as he moans and gives her that which she ached for, that which she craved for so long, she drinks, it pulsates and throbs as it fills her soul, she feasts upon his being as it satisfies her hunger, he claws her back, she pulls her head back to let out a groan, a groan so deep from within its as if she felt ecstasy flow through her veins.

so, thats what was just running through my mind, and that my friend is how a vampire does it, just like that!

so sometimes I write about things I experience, other times I write what others may call fiction, but is it, is it fiction, perhaps it is, perhaps it isn't, maybe just maybe in my past life I was a vampire, or maybe I just like to think so or maybe, just maybe its my imagination and all in my head. I may never know whether the above story is true or not.................................

i found it......................

2011-11-10T10:57:00.002-05:00

I found the reason for all this ick and muck!!!!!!!!! Pain, pain is what makes it possible for me to write, to take my pain or the pain I see in others and transform into my words, words that I can spill out onto the pages of my journals, the stories I write, the words that seem to fly out of my head and onto the computer screen. Pain is a necessary part of life, we can choose happiness, but pain, it happens whether we want it too or not. Doesn't mean we can find ways of dealing with it so we feel better, it just means it happens, people get sick, hurt, die, leave and what we do with that pain is up to us. For me, writing about it helps, telling others how I feel about it, or just putting it down and feeling those feelings while getting it out of my head. I am just not able to store all that up and walk about trying to get on with my days, it won't happen, for me it needs to come out.

This is not to say that I don't write about happy moments, I do, all the time, but the pain I have felt or experienced in some way allows me to transform my words into something richer, deeper and with passion. Out of this I have the desire to help others find their calling, share with them that they too have a light that burns brightly within themselves and they too have the right to claim it, stand tall, be yourself, allow yourself permission to be free from whatever is holding you back.

We all do our best, regardless of what it may look like to you, to me and anyone else that may cast judgement, if we thought it was wrong, we would do something else, which leads me to justification...................

Justification, is it really better than sex?
Well, my answer to that is...............................

Think about it, you do something you know is wrong, you know it isn't beneficial to you, to your family, friends etc.... but you do it anyway, you find a way to make yourself feel ok with that choice, you justify it, like it's going to change it or something, as if its going to change in your mind that it actually is ok, it isn't, you are not fooling yourself or anyone else.
It's an excuse you declare to say, "Hey, I am doing this knowing I shouldn't be but its all good, I have the right because I deserve XYZ" Bullshit, its total bullshit, you do not have any special rights to go against your own belief system, seriously, you are trying with all your power to convince yourself of a bullshit story, it ain't happening baby, it ain't, you won't believe it now, you won't believe it later.

It seeps into your core, lays its poison and harbors there, as the minutes, hours and days of your life go by, the poison grows, the hole it creates in you becomes a bigger more toxic mass than you know and it will not stop, it will not stop growing until you take responsibility and say........
WHOA, thats enough, I can not, I will not stand for this any longer, I am who I am, I have the power to be me and the very best me I can be, I will be free of my own judgements, I am setting myself free of the lies I have told myself in order to think I am getting through this or past this.
Enough already, I did it, it happened, its done, I am healing and I am free!!!

Lets look for those lovely little examples. Someone says something to me that I believe is offensive so I begin to tell myself this story....
Who are they to tell me I am an ass, I mean really, who the hell do they think they are, they don't know me, they haven't lived my life, ya know what, fuck them, they can kiss my ass.

Alright, story in my head is complete, so I say to this person who I believe wronged me and say,
"Screw you, you can go pound sand and if you ever talk to me like that again, you will be sorry"
Wow, talk about angry right?
I go on about my day and yet this lingers inside, it festers while I think about what this person said to me, all day, it consumes me about how I am NOT what they said I was.
Well, whatever someone calls you, tells you who or what they think you are, there ain't no proving them wrong honey, they formed their belief and they will tell you that you are whatever they think you are, they will try to prove to you that you are an ass, idiot, piss ant etc... and YOU will fight them on this, trying with all your might to prove them wrong, and guess what, while fighting them all you are doing is validating to them just how much of an ass you really are.

Now, where did that get you, absolutely nowhere, not anywhere forward anyway, a bit back it gets you because you now react and respond to people from a place of anger, hurt and sadness.

Perhaps the person that confronted you just came from a place where they were abused, afraid to tell someone that their home is an unsafe place to be and they do not know how to escape the abuse? Would you then respond in the same manner, most of us I believe would say no. Most of us would then feel bad for that person and want to help.
So why is it if we do not know the person's circumstance that we can justify reacting and responding negatively, that is just plain ole shitty!

Let's try this too, what if we do know, we do know that this person lives in an abusive home.
We then choose, "well ya know what, thats just too bad, its their own fault if they stay there, just because someone treats them badly doesn't mean they have the right to treat others badly?"

Wow, do you see this, we are thinking no matter what that person endured it does not give them the right to rain on our parade, ok, lets say thats true BUT then what gives us the right, what gives us the right to turn around (after being angry with this person) and saying, "screw you" did we not just rain on their parade, ummmmm, I think we did honey, we did.
So even though we tell ourselves that they do no not have a right to shit on us, we go right back and shit on them, we just became the very thing we complained about, holy cow eh?

If we want better, we must do better, if we want to feel good, we must feel good, if we want others to be kind to us, we must be kind to them, if we want to be loved, we must love ourselves first.

Lets try this on for size, what about unhealthy food, ya know how we tell ourselves I am hungry, I don't have time to cook, I deserve it fast food, its cheap etc.....
What are we really saying to our self, that we deserve to eat crappy food at any cost???
We actually take the time to give ourselves a reason as to why we should treat our bodies as though they are disposable, as if we have an extra body laying around and can just put that one on when we destroy the one we are in???
NO! We deserve to give our bodies the proper fuel, the proper nutrition so that it can work in harmony with our mind, that is what our body deserves, to be loved and treated with kindness.

How about these, wasting money on things we do not need or we just wanted in that moment, what happens then when we run short for our bills, our kids school clothes, medicines to fix the bodies that we fed unhealthy food too?
We justify that too, we worked hard, we deserve it, we made extra money, talk about a bullshit lie, extra money, who the fuck has extra money, I don't care how much money you make, how much money is in your bank account, NO ONE absolutely NO ONE has any extra money lieing around, we use it all up.
Our extra money just gave us a reason to spend it on something we did not need and now we have more junk and less money.

What about booze, how we tell ourselves we deserve that booze because we worked long and hard, many hours, now we are tired and just need to relax, go relax, you need 6 damn beers, 4 glasses of wine, NOPE, you just THINK you do. What your body is telling you is....
"honey, we worked hard today, lets go home, sit on the couch, reflect on our day and be thankful we are here one more day to live our truth" at least that is what I BELIEVE our bodies are saying.,
It does not NOW or EVER tell us to go home, drink, eat and smoke and ingest poison so we can feel like shit later, kill ourselves slowly and wake up feeling ungrateful and angry.

What about this, BLAME, oh this has to be the very best one, I mean really, we blame everything on everyone else, talk about fucked up???
It's your fault I am broke, its your fault I am fat, its your fault I don't have a good job, its your fault my life sucks, blah blah blah.
Its not anyone's fault, you are in this position because of YOUR choices, every single one of your choices put you here.
Sure, you may be in a toxic relationship, ready to file bankruptcy, overweight, but YOU made the choices to continue on that path, I mean unless someone was holding you hostage, held you down and made you eat, drink, spend your money or stay where you are, its your choice.
Its not to say I don't have compassion for those that are in a place where they are not happy, I do, oh my goodness I do. I say this because I WANT YOU to know that YOU can make a conscious choice to GET OUT of this unhappy, unhealthy feeling that keeps you down. YOU can change all this, YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL!!! You deserve just as much as the next guy/gal, you deserve it all too honey!!!

You can claim it, right now, you can take back your power and find peace within yourself, no matter what your circumstance, no matter what your life experience, no matter what you did, said, ate, drank, smoked or believed. You can have it all baby, all of it is here for you, for you, and you, and you and you and you. The world is full and plenty, abundance, prosperity, good fortune, love, happiness, its here now and its ready for you to call it your own.
No reason to be angry or sad about your choices that got you here, its what makes you beautiful, forgive yourself, forgive others, set yourself free and set those free that you have held judgements against, it really is okay to let it go and find your passion, live your life to the fullest and live life knowing that you are a MIRACLE!

We justify everything, whether we think its good, bad whatever. Just like this post, (which makes me drive in circles, not the post but the whole justification thing lol)
You can tell me I am right or wrong, it doesn't matter, I will tell you why I think I am right, why I know it is this way. It don't matter honey, I'll justify it so that it sits and feels right in my mind.
Just as you will justify why you agree or disagree with me, and its what makes us human, justification is part of our DNA. My thought is this, I want to feel good within my very core, deep within my soul, in every cell of my being therefor I will use justification for good, to tell myself why I believe I am worthy, why I believe I am the key to my success, why I know that we all matter, that we all deserve love and kindness, why I know that a few kind words can make someone's day a little brighter and how I know that a few unkind words can hurt someone deeply and spread negativity like wildfire.

So in then end my dear, justification, is it really better than sex? ...................... you decide

jus·ti·fy

1. to show (an act, claim, statement, etc.) to be just or right:

a. to show a satisfactory reason or excuse for something done.

xoxo
M

day 2 of swearing and not knowing what to write

2011-11-09T14:45:00.000-05:00

DAMMIT, thats it, that is what comes to mind, Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm Venus honey, where are you, you are supposed to be helping me write ya know?

What the hexagon is going on? I don't know what to say, I am hearing nothing and I know, dammit, I know there is things I need to get out of my head.

Its like I got this: little boy walks in the woods, trips and falls in a hole, yells for mama, she comes and saves him, yahooooo, everything works out fantastic.
Okay, next story, little girl makes a mud pie, bakes it in the sun, turns out its not as tasty as she thought, no big deal, she finds something else to do.

OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where the hell are the words???????????????

Well, screw you and fuck off fucken piss ants, thats about how I feel right now, I wanna write but I am not getting anything that seems to be making any sense, well unless this jibber jabber makes sense, who knows, maybe it does.

I gotta find some inspiration to spark something here, its driving me batty.............................

it seems the cursing does not want to stop

2011-11-08T13:32:00.001-05:00

fuckers, fuckers, fuckers, bwah hahahahahaha
I am feelin a bit out of whack still, its been going on since this morning, eeeeeeeeeeeee gads, fooey and cowabunga, its all good, I know this, but for some reason, inner guide, says, fuckers like a thousand times today. yeah, shit and damn, and prick also come to mind, so thats it folks, I am naming my inner guide, hmmmmmmmmm, what shall her name be: Venus, its what my mother was going to name me so hey, it fits.
So from now on, most of what I write, well it will be the words and wisdom from Venus!!!

Yay, now I gotta get me a cup of joe, later baby.
xoxo
M

you are being warned, post may contain profanity and plain 'ole ickiness....

2011-11-08T13:20:00.001-05:00

Hot Damn, its one of those days where I am feeling like I need to get it out, get the lead out, ya know. HOLY SHIT. I don't know where it comes from sometimes but its there and the only thing I can do is get it out, out of my head and onto paper, well, cyber space paper.
I must, I must, I must, I must, dammit, I must write it, I need it out and I need it out now.
I don't like feeling angry, guilt or shame in anyway, it drags me down and I don't have time in my life for feelings that keep me stuck and the only way I know how to deal with them is by writing.
If you are offend then I ask you to please exit this page now. I have some built up emotions that seem to require swearing so if you choose to stick around, know this, it will be full of words that you may not want to read.

Ok guys and gals, here it goes.

Fuckity, fuckity fuckity, (ahhhhhhh, I am feeling a weeeeeeeee bit better) Shit, fiddlesticks, donkey's balls and fucken fuckers.
Why is this in here, why do I have to write this, why I ask, why, dammit Maryann, stop asking and doooooooooooooooooo, you have to get out the muck in there in order to see the beauty, don't stop this until you can feel happy, glad, wonderful and thrilled, ya got it!!
Yeah, yeah yeah, I got it, did you ever think that maybe, just maybe if you spoke a little nicer, you could get more things accomplished with your life?
Ya know, like asking yourself in kind ways, asking yourself to be gentle, why all the yelling, why all the insisting and sarcastic tones?
Well, its what your used to and well frankly, if YOU, Maryann want it differently, change it, thats right, change your inner voice and the words will come out nicer.

What do you want, do you want this or not? How bad Maryann, how bad do you want to live the life of your dreams, so bad that you know in your being that it will serve you and allow you to live your truth, SO bad that your heart pulls and tugs at every ounce of your dreams?
Do you want it so bad that nothing, I mean nothing will stand in your way?

You have to answer these questions Maryann, you have to put the pen to the paper when asking these questions and you must gal, you must write those answers, truthfully, do not hold back, DO NOT HOLD BACK, give yourself permission, its all good, you know that, you know that this is the way it is supposed to be, do what you KNOW Maryann, do what you know will get you closer to living your dream life.
You are half way there, you already know what to do, if you want it, if you want it so much that you can taste it, that you can feel it in your bones, the cells in your body light up when you think about your dream life, your heart fills with gladness when you dream about your way of life that makes you come alive, when your blood pumps through your body, mind and soul, so pure and fresh that you KNOW this is it, this is exactly what you want.

When you can do this, feel it, really feel it, enjoy those feelings now, NOW, this way, when your haven arrives, you will know without a doubt thats this is it gal, this is your haven, the place you shall call home!!!

So sometimes its just that simple, write about your feelings even if they are angry, sad or whatever they are, there is no reason to harbor these inside. I just don't always know why I have these feelings but my intuition says write about it, its not for me to judge, to criticize or anything, it just is and you need to write it so you can take back your power.
Thats what I hear, so most days all is super duper, and sometimes, its just okie dokie, on those days my writing is a bit different than on the days I am feeling faboo, its life, I gotta listen to my inner guide.

It just has to be this way, and no way, no how could I dream this up on my own, lol if it were up to me, than I might not put this info out there for the world to see, I might not want to give others the opportunity to read it, make comments on it, judge it etc.... but its not, my inner guide says it doesn't really matter what others think, if they like it great, if they don't, thats great too.
Its what makes the world go round gal, so no worries, it is what it is.

Oh beautiful haven , come out come out wherever you are. I am ready to receive...........................

until next time my happy humans,
tottles,
xoxo
M

2011-11-06T23:01:00.001-05:00

And with that i say..... Bloom where you are planted. xoxo

2011-11-06T22:59:00.001-05:00

Out of the muck grow a beautiful lotus....

2011-11-06T07:56:00.000-05:00

I was wondering why I might be feeling a little funky. I figured it out, its all good! <3 xoxo M

2011-11-02T09:35:00.001-04:00

OMG! being meeeeeeeee is awesome!!!

2011-10-31T05:59:00.001-04:00

There is something special in the air when we have no electric. A nice, calm stillness. It makes meditating and going within, a breeze!!

I am super excited.................

2011-10-27T06:47:00.000-04:00

check it out, my latest book!!!!

request the truth by Me | Make Your Own Book

2011-10-23T21:51:00.001-04:00

Hi Maryann, you called. Yes i did. I want to hear your words of wisdom. Oh, this is gonna be yummy. I want you to take 1 minute a day to get quiet & go within.

2011-10-23T21:48:00.001-04:00

Its time to show up and take back your power to live your life, your way!!!

love love love love love you

2011-10-22T22:51:00.000-04:00

yeppers, this means you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you!!!!!! Just wanted to let ya know!!!!

until we meet again happy humans,
tootles,
xoxo
M

transformation

2011-10-18T08:53:00.000-04:00

I just experienced the most beautiful and terrifying moment.

I went into my bedroom to get dressed after my shower. My stomach was hurting and I felt nauseous.

I got dressed and figured it will pass.

I was brushing my teeth and all of a sudden I felt the urge to vomit (now this happens sometimes because I have post nasal drip often and it gags me while brusing my teeth, I know, its probably more info than you wanted, lol ) since I had felt like this before I thought nothing of it until.....................

I could no longer brush my teeth and began to vomit, retching like never before.

As this was happening I heard tis little voice say its okay, go with it, relax and breath through this, of course I thought, holy cow, now is not the time to go crazy, then................

I started to feel better eventhough I was still vomiting.

Again, I hear this little voice say, "let the healing begin",

c'mon really I am thinking, what is going on, let the healing begin, seriously, now what is going on here????

So many questios I was pondering and it hit me,

this is it, this is the AHA moment I was waiting for, I immediately felt free, lighter, (less weighted down) and relieved.

I was in awe of this feeling, the light that poured into my body was amazing, it was totally comforting and then I kept hearing this little voice speak to me.

It was saying, see Maryann, thats it, thats all you had to do, you needed to let the poison out completely, anger, sadness and all the fear had to go, I tried so many ways for you to see this and yet you didn't, I figured well, perhaps she actually needs to physically let out the toxic energy that was poisoning her with an action she is familiar with. (and really, we have all vomited before, lol so if ya ask me, that little voice was onto something here)

And it worked says the little voice, it worked, you finally are free, you let it out Maryann.

Now you can shhhhine your light all the time, now you can fill your souls purpose and learn, grow, prosper and share your unique gifts and talents with the world!!

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeha, I feel so good, incredible, fantastic, elated and FREE to be me!!!!

I am still blown away by this, lol I am telling ya, its like every cell in my body is alive, awake and tingly and all feeling happy and full of love!!!!

until next time happy humans,

love and kisses,

sparkles and glitter,

cuddles and hugs,

tootles,

Worlds Biggest Summit

2011-10-03T19:24:00.001-04:00

I am participating in the "Worlds Biggest Summit", it amazing, you should give it a listen. You will learn so many wonderful things about yourself!!
Thank you Goddess Leonie for sharing and doing the "Worlds Biggest Summit" with the world!!!

xoxo

huggle wuggles and extra sparkles for you......................

i guess it wasn't the last post after all.....

2011-08-22T13:56:00.000-04:00

request the truth by Me | Make Your Own Book

this just might be it

2011-08-17T22:06:00.001-04:00

this just might be my last post on this blog. I have started a new one and I haven't decided if I will keep posting here. I will however share my new blog addy shortly.
stay tuned for an update.......

XOXO
M

to the right

2011-08-13T22:35:00.001-04:00

yeah, read that --------------------------------------------->

totally awesome right?!

sometimes

2011-08-13T22:34:00.001-04:00

it happens when I want it too and other times yeah, not at all wanting too!

Whats up with that eh?

P.S. this counts ya know!

ummmmmmmmmmmmm yeah.....

2011-08-13T22:19:00.003-04:00

so much for everyday. I think it has been 2 days but maybe 3.
Okay new list, however that will wait till tomorrow!

XOXO
M

***Update
just checked and its only been 2 days.
Tomorrow is another day....

to write everyday.....

2011-08-11T06:02:00.003-04:00

whether alittle or alot, its happening!

first things first, uggggggggggg, funerals suck!!

which leads me to,
"things that are not my friends"

teeny tiny sharp thingy's unseen to the naked eye, left on the floor for bare feet to find.

cat vomit mysteriously appearing and strategically placed on the floor only to be found in the middle of the night once it has been stepped on.

effin fleas, man, is there anything worse, do not come into my house, stay off of my animals, go back to where you came from, NOOOOOOO, I am not kidding, you are not welcome here thank you very much! ( i mean seriously, did you really think you could hop on my dog, take up residence and stay here, bye bye sucka)

thousand legger creepy crawlers that think it is completely okay to scurry across the floor, ummmmmm nooooooooo, marvin k mooney, please go home!!!

EMPTY TOILET PAPER ROLLS! C'mon, really, are you effin kiddin me, you are just gonna sit there all cardboardy and not refill, I mean what the hell, ya know, if you keep doing this to me, sooner or later cardboard, i just might use you and then what, huh, then what, your not gonna be all cozy and nice sitting in the garbage can all clean and dry, yeah, what do you think of that???

okay, sooooooooo, things are are my friends, well,
all the things that don't irritate me, and on this day, its lookin kinda like I might have to revise this list!!!!

until next time happy humans,
big love to ya!
M
XOXO

“I am receiving an expansion of more prosperity and joy.”

2011-08-10T08:25:00.003-04:00

Yay! Isn't time we all felt this way, of course it is. Now its your turn!!!!
I can hardly believe I am going to be 41 on Sunday. (I wonder if I might feel alittle bit older come Sunday??? nahhhhhhh, I will still feel 25, lol)
I am excited for all things great and wonderful to come my way and i am looking forward to living and creating in our new house!!!

Things always work out and its never as bad as we think it is or will be so I send you with this....

Remember, its up to you to feel happy and at peace, its up to you to know you are good enough and are capable of anything you wish!!!

You are just what the worlds needs!!!

love,
M
XOXO

angry......

2011-07-20T09:11:00.002-04:00

today I am angry, today I am angry, today I am angry.
Have I said it enough?
Today is one of those days where I am angry with both of you, I am angry because you dont respond.
I dont even know if you can hear me either and it has nothing to do with you not listening.
I dont know if its possible for you to hear me.
So now what, now I have to ask myself the questions, give myself advice and learn on my own.
What made you think it would be okay for both of you to just walk out.
Did you know that you wouldn't be here for me or for anyone else?

Who am I supposed to ask now, who is going to help guide me with all the things I seek guidance for???

Today I am angry because I dont have either one of you and dammit, its not fair.

Its not fair that I cant share things with you anymore, having no mother or mother in law sucks. No grandmother's for my children, who is going to teach them all those wonderful things grandma's share?

Today I am angry and I cant even bitch at you for pissing me off!
Alright, so its not your fault, I know, and bitching at you wouldn't help but damn, I would have liked to make that choice instead of it being made for me.

Today I am angry and I will find a way to relieve this feeling, I don't like being angry with either of you or angry within myself.
When I am angry, gee well, ummmmmmm, there is no room in there for good feelings.

So today I will put aside my anger and find peace knowing that shit happens, people die, people leave and they can come in and out of my life at any moment.

Today I am glad for having known you both for the time I was given with you.

Today I will miss you.
Today there is love in my heart and I hold close to me the memories we shared.

I love you both!

XOXO
M

baby steps

2011-06-28T08:14:00.003-04:00

that's all it takes to get you where you need to go.
one baby step at a time.....

xoxo
M

oh little cottage in the woods...... I call to you......

2011-06-26T22:18:00.004-04:00

We want to move out of our home and move into the country, at least it would be the country to us. Apparently around our neck of the woods living the country life is quite different than what we have heard however, this no matter to us!
we want to live in a 3 bedroom 2 bath country style cottage, a farmhouse perhaps, a nice ranch, or whatever kind of house is placed on a little bit of land, perhaps an acre, some of it wooded, for our adventures of course.
We haven't found it yet, or shall I say, it hasn't found us yet???

Where is this place we want to call home, I ask that you help us find our way to you. While out driving maybe you will have a sign out in your yard with a phone number, or maybe while searching the web you will have an add placed in just the right place for us to find.

Whatever way you choose to lead us to our front door is fine by me, just let me know of course by some kind of signal.

okie dokie pokey! I will be on the lookout.

P.S. I also ask that you give us this signal really soon, we are planning our move August 2011, anytime in August is fine but we want to be out by the end of August. Oh ummmmmmmmm yeah, FYI, we will be out of here by the end of August so get crack a lackin and I too will search for you!!!!

until we meet, see ya later,
love
M

so here it is May already

2011-05-11T13:39:00.002-04:00

my oh my, May is here and is flying by.
I feel as though the months have passed me and I have yet to accomplish the things on my list.
What is that all about?
Why do I stop doing the things i want to do?
Why do I let myself get and stay stuck?
Crazy crazy stuff, I tell ya, there isn't anyone in this world that can lift us up or bring us down better than we can do it to ourselves.

Its not my fault, its not your fault, its just what we have learned to do and no one, I repeat, no one can change this for us, it doesn't matter, what we read, what we do, what we even tell ourselves until we are ready to take action.
Take the action to move ourselves forward, to lift us up, to find the light in each of us that so much wants to shine.
I say to you, to me and to everyone else that needs to hear this info.
You are wonderful, beautiful, unique and precious to this world.
You deserve all the happiness that life has to offer and you deserve to have all that you want.
Its time to forget about what could have been and get moving on what is....
And, what is for you and me is different, we are all on our way we just get there in different paths.

So i say to you, have a glorious, have yourself tons of fun, oodles of love and loads of laugh to take you where you need to go.

Until next time happy humans,
xoxo

writing, reading and everything in between

2011-04-18T09:56:00.002-04:00

i am still working on my book, its getting there but at times i stop, i stop writing because that little demon that tells me its not the right time holds me back!
who am i to say if its the right time, i mean it feels right but the inner critic disagrees.

plus, the fear of releasing this info out into the word just scares me, do i share this info for others to read and judge, to say hey wait a minute, why would you tell this story???

how do i share a story with the world without that fear???

answer: ummmmmmmmmmmmmm, i don't know!!!!

soooooooo, that leads me tooooo, i just gotta do it, thats it, bottom line, finish it, finish writing it maryann, then publish and release!

phew, that was easy, back to the book my friends!!!

xoxo
m

Happy Tuesday!

2011-04-12T06:36:00.001-04:00

Happy Tuesday!

Howdy pretty people,

today is a glorious day
today is absolutely perfect
today is precious
today is right now
today will be gone tomorrow
today you matter
today you can make a difference
today you can save a life
today you can make someone smile
today you can transform
today you are living your dream life
today you are beautiful
today you are doing your best
today is the day to forgive
today is the day to love
today is the day for all things possible
today is the day your dreams come true
today is the day you live your life to the fullest
today is the day that you own your truth
today will never happen again
so make today count

live in the moment, live in peace, live in love and most of all, live in happiness.

toot a loooooooooooooooooooooo faboo friends!!!
I hope you are filled with oodles of beary big love!!!

xoxo
M

Wildtree

2011-03-16T13:23:00.004-04:00

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to your health,
XOXO
M

the post with no title (at least the one that my inner critic didn't like)

2011-03-07T06:16:00.005-05:00

writing it all down.....

first, bra's should be against the law, I mean really, they are uncomfortable, restricting, binding and just plain 'ole not so fun to wear.

second, today I feel angry, angry that things are not going my way for the last few days.
The things I want have yet to be found, which causes me to be impatient, yet another feeling which causes unrest.

damn those uneasy feelings anyway, what good are they, what purpose do they serve if they seem to hold us back, keep us from achieving all the we desire.

but its not always the case, sometimes anger helps us to forge forward and make changes, other times it causes us to stay stuck and stuck is where I am at for the past few days.

I suppose its a habit, learning that way of life throughout most of my life, seeing that pattern repeated more than I care to have had growing up.

However, this is a "no excuses" kind of day.
I can not blame anyone for my feelings, I always have a choice, its up to me to feel good, to find my strengths and and strengthen them to help me through my days.

its up to me to find the peace, happiness and love that exists in the world.

and it does exist, its everywhere, but I realized I chose to only see the things that caused me to feel distress because for some crazy damn reason, its a comfort, gosh that sounds so out of whack, finding comfort in misery but its true.

we often do this, its easy to stay stuck, its easy to feel sorry for ourselves, its easy to blame.

yet, we claim we don't like it, bullshit, we do, we do like it, otherwise we would do something else!!!!

so now its time for forgiveness, time to forgive the part that tries to hold on, and it seems like its clinging on for dear life with that last thread, it just resists, and thats the point, it doesn't want to let go, but its time, time to let it go, time to say bye bye to the past and hello to the future, time to move on to greener grass and enjoy the view.

no one will make the change for me, for you or for anyone else, only we can change ourselves.

its all good, it works out, nothing is ever as bad as it seems, nothing ever keeps us down in the dumps, nothing really is so scary that we can't achieve our goals, (although we tell ourselves it is scary as the scariest monster that exists).

i give no power to any monster who wants to take over my life, you have no power over me, you can not and will not stand in my way.

I expect the same of you ya know, I expect you to forgive yourself, to find your REAL power and use it to your advantage, to find out who you REALLY are and live a life that fills you with everything you want it to be!!!

And now for the ending, the part where my inner critic tells me HIT THE DELETE key, we all have one, we all have that beautiful delete key that allows us to erase the words and pictures of our choosing, but for me, I choose to ignore my inner critic as she likes to judge, she likes to tell me its not good enough, who wants to read what you write you write anyway, well folks.....

I do, I want it to to remain here, I want to read it and perhaps one day read it again, I want to forget what my inner critic says and be who I am and soon enough my inner critic will work with me.

I ask you again, please do the same, allow yourself the freedom to be you and if your inner critic says hit the delete key, ask the question, is it your inner critic or your intuition, your intuition guides you and wants you to succeed, your inner critic, well, he/she wants just the opposite.

but its your choice, to delete or not, its up to you.

p.s. sometimes hitting delete is the answer because it allows us to get it out of our heads and remove it from our space, and sometimes there is nothing more rewarding than getting out the fear, anger or sadness and then deleting it forever!!!

soooooooooooooooooo folks, what will you do today to get you one step closer to living your true self, to having all that you want, to finding your oath, whatever it is your doing, take a step no matter how small it may seem, take it, there is no going back.

and yet there is more great news......

2011-01-04T12:04:00.003-05:00

2010, a year in review
I have lost weight, Yahooooo
I have found new ways of enjoying new foods, vegan foods are oh so yummy!
I have learned new ways of healing myself.
I lost a dear friend, someone whom I never thought i would ever be friends with, my mother in law.
gosh, I do miss her alot!
I have made new friends and they are so kind, loving and gentle souls.
We are moving soon, Yippppeeeeeeeeeeeee, we are so very excited for this move, it has been so long since we have wanted a place of our own!
I am driving more than ever, (baby steps) lol
still not completely comfortable driving out of town.
taken ashtanga yoga, super fun!
did some zumba, so much fun too!
and made new skin care products, sold more than previous years, YAY!
Found an all natural candle company in Pa that makes awesome natural gourmet candles, so now i am a rep.
I love the candles, don't get me wrong, that are fabulous.
they burn well, I have yet to see any soot, smell fantastic, last long and the scent lingers for hours after its out and they are cheaper in cost than yankee which have always had that black nasty soot in the jar.
For whatever reason though, it just wasn't enough ya know, I was loving selling them and burning them, sharing the business opp with others and I felt I needed something more and that is when another opp presented itself.

And this is it, the opportunity I was searching for!

Its all natural gourmet foods, I mean c'mon, does it get any better than that!
Wild Tree foods are so yummy and so, I am now a rep for them too, how fun and yummy eats that I can share with everyone, show them how easy, quick, yummy and healthy their life can be with Wild Tree!

So, to sum it all up, my life has taken me in a few different directions and I am so grateful for all the opportunities that have come my way!

Please do tell folks, how have your lives changed?

XOXO
M

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, its all good

2011-01-04T12:00:00.002-05:00

So, it turns out that the nodule looks like just that, a plain 'ole nodule, no icky bad stuff, yahoooooooooooooooo!
However, smoking is a no no for my honey, and well for me too.
So quitting we are.
Okay, so my honey has been the braver of us and he hasn't had a smoke since last night, well me, I have cigs left and whammo I have been smoking them, got 2 left and ya know, it feels right this time, to just stop, to be a non smoker, to breath with ease and feel good.

yay, we are on our way to a completely healthy life!
Woohooo.

XOXO
M

to whom it may concern

2010-12-20T07:01:00.001-05:00

I ask that it be benign.
I ask that good health remains.
I ask to heal that which ails.
I ask for clean air to breath.
I ask for food to be thy medicine and medicine to be thy food.
I ask for permission to forgive.
I ask for the courage to allow all that appears.

I ask this for you!!!

The greatest gift we can give for the holidays plus all the days between is....

the gift of love, it is within us, it is okay to love and be loved, it is okay to be kind, gentle and caring, it is okay to feel all your feelings and it is okay to heal all those feelings which caused you pain and anguish, it is okay to love yourself first, it is okay to take time out to refresh and renew, it is okay to laugh, nap, get wild and crazy, live your life to the fullest and be free of all that holds you back,
it is okay to be you!!!

XOXO
Love,
M

update to post below...

2010-12-19T20:42:00.003-05:00

its even more purple than before!
Its about as purple as my book cover down and to the right across from my pic below.
I think I am addicted to purple hair, lol

hope your all havin fun and lettin out your wild side toooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

XOXO
M

I was feeling a little purpley soooooooooooo

2010-12-16T20:43:00.002-05:00

I got my hair done!
I love it!

reflections

2010-12-12T21:36:00.004-05:00

I watched the movie Eat Pray Love. It is a wonderful story.
I find that there is much about myself I would like to learn, find the truth about who I am, where I want to go and what I want to leave behind.

Right now I have a sudden urge to scream ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, to just let out a load roar so that I am free of some fears, anger and anything else that feels yucky in my being.
Lately, although my life is wonderful and full of everything great; I am feeling an emptiness that seems as though i cannot fill it with anything.
I read, I search, I write, i talk, I listen, I do, I don't,
and yet something inside says nope, still empty just alittle bit over to the right and a smidge to the left.

I am entering a truth seeking mission, internally I need to find balance so that all feels right in my world.
I am to find the missing piece to make myself whole.
So I must go inside, get quiet and listen for the answers.

I am heading to bed and upon awaking tomorrow morning, my journey begins.
Seek and i shall find.

until next time happy humans,
XOXO
M

life IS what we make it and the art of letting go....

2010-12-03T06:08:00.003-05:00

I read something today that is similar to my life.
It made me want to take a closer look at how my life, marriage and relationships have changed over time.
(I interrupt this thought to enter this)
Today is one of those days where I find myself angry, sad, jealous and envious.
Wow, one might say at this point, get some help gal and that is exactly what I am doing here.
I find myself feelings these emotions because right now life isn't fair.
Why am I without a mother, a mother in law, a grandmother and friends that were guiding me throughout my life?
If it doesn't kill us makes us stronger than how come I feel so weak and drained by this?
I will never "know" the why for this question and yet somewhere inside of me I keep asking myself why oh why me???

Mom, Mom Pat, Grammie Case, Nan and Neysa, what sage advice do yo have for me, what words of wisdom do you wish me to know, what guidance can you give me to aid me during this time???

Please shed some light so that I can feel at ease, feel happy and look around and know that it really is okay that you are no longer in my life.

I do know that I will get through life without you, I do know that it really will be okay that I don't see you anymore, but right now, I feel saddened and not really buying into it.

It feels empty in a part of me, as if those voids will always be there.
i tell myself repeatedly that I miss you and its okay to miss you and then I hear this other little voice that says, really Maryann, is it really okay cuz right now you feel completely lost, confused, scared and overwhelmed.

If this is all good, and if I am exactly where I want to be in life, if i really am on the right path, I want to get there quicker so the hurt doesn't hurt anymore.
But, rushing it rarely is the answer, it rarely proves to be the best choice for us when we try to hurry things along.

Maryann, please remember that you are on the right path, that you exactly where you need to be and when or if the time come that you feel lost, know that you will find your way back to yourself.
Be kind, loving and gentle to yourself so that you can hear the words that are telling you, stop, take a breath, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, a sigh of relief and you will have found your way back to your truth.

(back to the post I originally sat down to write)

My husband and I were once miserable, unkind, selfish, violent and abusive to each other.
We were once on our way to divorce.
I am not sure what it was that actually made us wake up and realize that we are going about it, "the wrong way".
That we were continuing on a path that we didn't want to be on, we didn't want to hurt ourselves or each other, but we couldn't stop until that one day it happened, the choice was made that this is not how we want to live our lives, this is not how we want to raise our children, this is not what we want our children to learn and give them the tools so that they too would find themselves in unhealthy relationships.

As I said, I don't know why, what or exactly when it was that it happened but it did, something made us change for the better, something made us find it in our hearts to make the conscious choice to love each other.

It was no walk in the park either, it took massive amounts of dedication, hard work and tons of forgiveness to ourselves and each other.
it took something that I didn't think we had in us.

Now we don't argue, we communicate in a way that works and in a way that is healthy.
I love my husband more than ever and each day with him gets better.
I am thankful we stick it out and worked it out.
Do I wish that we would have learned this sooner, sometimes I used to because I was afraid that our kids might have learned some really bad habits.
And if one comes up, something that we taught them that needs to change, it gets changed.
Our kids are the best.
I am grateful for each day i get to spend with my family!!!

I do want you to know though, if you are in an abusive relationship, if you act out in violence, if you are being treated like you don't matter. Get the help you need, don't stay with someone who doesn't want it work.
Don't stay with someone who cheats, lies, steals, verbally or mentally abuses you.
Please seek a therapist, get the help you need.

In order for any relationship to work, both of you have to want it to work and make it work, both of you need to work together, forgive and really forget, for real, none of that crap bring it up later, truly forgive yourself and your spouse or partner.
Love is not a feeling, it is a choice, you can choose to love yourself and those around you, make that choice right now, love who you are right now, and go give that spouse or partner of yours a hug, tell them you love them, let them know how much they matter to you.
Don't stay mad anymore, forgive and forget, everyone deserves to love and be loved, now go give and get your loving!!!

Until next time,
I wish you abundance in its greatest glory, love, compassion and kindness in your heart and the hearts of those you touch. I wish you success and tons of happiness!!!
XOXO
M

Open House

2010-12-01T12:26:00.002-05:00

the next big boom...............

2010-11-29T23:16:00.002-05:00

check it out here

I would love for you to join my team! Check out the info and email me or call. You will be on your way to riches before you know it!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

2010-11-25T10:55:00.005-05:00

I woke up this morning feelin sad because
Pat won't be with us this year for Thanksgiving dinner.
Little did I know, she would~

its time to love yourself!

2010-11-23T19:58:00.003-05:00

A Love Story... learning to love yourself by Maryann Kudera | Make Your Own Book

Happy Saturday Folks

2010-11-20T08:47:00.007-05:00

A new day, and with this new day it brings more miracles, endless opportunities to be compassionate.
I have learned yet another lesson, or do I say, the same lesson that I forgot how much it meant to me to stay true to myself.
We are always a work in progress. I am grateful that I have this moment to bring myself back to where I want to be.

A few months back I switched to a vegan diet.
A kind, compassionate way of consuming foods/beverages that were not obtained through suffering or torturing of animals.

It was going great, i even lost some weight, I was feeling faboo.
Then cellulitis sneaked up on me and landed on my face.
Well, I was put on mega doses of antibiotic, 6000 milligrams a day to be exact. A very high does which caused a lot of other health stuff.
Its all good now, I am feeling much better.
However, I went to my family doc, told her about the vegan diet and she said, no way, its unhealthy, I argued a bit with her and then thought, okay, maybe it is. (WRONG WRONG WRONG) never go against your own belief system it doesn't serve you at all.
But an insecurity popped up, and I listened to her.
Hey, its just her opinion, a vegan diet is healthy, good for ya and a wonderful way to keep in shape.

Anyway, it was bothering me, I was eating some meat again, eating dairy and feeling crappy, physically and emotionally, so, I did what I always do, when I want to follow through with what I say I will do, if for some reason I am NOT doing it, I read a book on the subject, watch a documentary, search the internet high and low so that I can find info that validates my belief.

Its a great tool, and I am glad I can use it to bring me back to who I am. But, I also know that one day, I will need need validation, justification or approval of any kind from anyone so that i can feel good about my choice. Its my choice, bottom line, I am the only one that needs to "feel good" about my decisions.

Okay, moving on, I found a site, rented the dvd from Netflix, and last night my honey and I watched it.

Well, guess who is vegan again, lol its a great wonderful thing though. I want all of us to be kind, gentle souls who eat, drink, wear, shop and entertain ourselves with compassion.

You can click anywhere on the above sentence and check out more info or you can click here and watch the whole film.
FYI, it is a bit graphic as it shows slaughter house's, zoo animal trainers etc...
Have a super duper day faboo friends!
XOXO
M

growing up stupid

2010-11-13T08:01:00.007-05:00

You can't do that, don't talk so dumb, stop acting stupid.

Words I never wanted to hear and yet I heard them all the time.

As I recall things about my life growing up, I don't know if it happened everyday or once a week, or even once a month. They happened though, and for whatever reason, it felt like they happened often. Not so much the good times, but the bad times, the times when I was called stupid.

I know growing up I believed it, I really thought I was so dumb, couldn't do anything right, didn't think my life was worth living.
I used to question what my purpose was all the time, and I'll tell ya, it hurt, to me that was the worst kind of poison that a person could ever give to someone, giving them the belief that they didn't know squat about anything.

When I grow up, I want to be an astronaut.
you can't be an astronaut, you would have to fly to the moon. So what I thought, and when I said I will be an astronaut, I was told I would have to go through lots of schooling and move away, all kinds of things to try and keep me from wanting this.
But looking back, i guess they were afraid and thought I may go away, or get hurt, or fail.

Then I said, well, I will be an artist, oh boy, that opened another can of worms, I heard the laughter, and was then told I would never make any money at it, did I want to be part of the starving artist group, first of all I didn't even know what that was, I was 4 years old.
I was full of hopes and dreams and when I mentioned them, they were squashed and laughed at.
So, out of my mouth, (obviously I was really one smart cookie) I said, well, since my skin is always dry, I want to be an alligator.
Not too much laughter, but I was told, good luck.
I don't recall much in my life earlier than 4 years old, am I blocking it out, did the negativity not start until i was 4??? Who knows, not me thats for sure.

I can remember terrible headaches, pumped full of pain meds to try and take them away, sometimes it worked other times I was in horrible pain for days, until I would vomit, then my headache would cease.
I remember pulling out my hair when I had a headache, hoping it would stop the pain and I believe that is when I realized that creating more pain can actually replace a different pain.

I used to pull my hair out when I was angry, I have school pictures of me when I was in elementary school with small bald spots from pulling out my hair.
I would pull out my eyelashes, lock myself in the bathroom, run away from home, you name it, I did it to get out of my house.

I was a barbie doll to my mother, dressing me up and loading on the make up, being sent home from school in 5th grade because the teacher said that only hookers wear that much make up.
Wow, good thing to tell a student, NOT!

When someone tells you are are stupid, or not to act or talk so dumb, if you are insecure, or a young child wanting your parents to love and accept you, you believe them, you believe all those stories they tell you, you believe the limiting beliefs they give you.
Its almost difficult to be smart, do things that your parents are proud of when you think you are stupid, because you believe it, you wind up doing things that are stupid.

They are no judgments here, I am not saying that the things I did were stupid or dumb, its just not the best choices that would have helped me instead, they hurt me.
Things like, skipping school, running away from home, swearing at my parents, fighting with my parents, partying with groups of kids that didn't serve my young childhood needs, instead they only helped to lead me on a path of destruction of myself, teach me values that wouldn't benefit me at all.

its okay, its what happened, it has been a hard road but I am a work in progress. I am getting there a little more each day. Getting to where i need to be to feel like I am deserving of all things good and wonderful

Do I still struggle sometimes, do i wish that sometimes life just felt ok to me, yeah, I do.
Do I think that just maybe I am trying to fool myself into believing that I can be who i want, I can have all I want and do I want, yeah, I do.
but it always comes back to even if its not true, it doesn't matter, i will spend the rest of my life believing that I can, will and always have the life i want to live.
That I am living the life of my dreams alittle bit more each day and one day I will wake up and look back and say to myself, see, I told you gal, you did it, you got back up and now look at you, look at where you are, you are living the life of you dreams to the fullest, you now have all that you want, you do whatever you want, you are who you wanna be.

I wonder though, how does one get rid of limiting beliefs, how do I just banish them from my mind.
I do not want to feel bad for myself, feel anger toward my parents or anyone who i feel has steered me wrong.

I want to feel happy, feel good about who i am all the time, enjoy me, the real me and find out what makes me tick, what drives me wild and crazy?

I guess I am still carrying around some insecurities, still holding on to sadness and pain but its not mine to carry dammit! Its not my burden to hold onto.
I want to let it go once and for all, I want to be thrilled to wake up everyday instead of thinking, same shit different day. Most days I am thrilled to open my eyes when I wake up, but some days those sucjy feelings just want to stick in my head, its like they just want to torment me.

WTF is that all about?
I ask you Maryann to be kind and gentle on yourself, to be loving towards you, to speak to you softly, to forgive yourself and others that have hurt you.

Maryann, I know it hurt you, I know you suffered because of it, but through all that pain, they have taught you many things, you have learned to be different, to change the cycle and patterns,
to help build up the spirits of those you encounter.
You have learned that words matter, that being kind makes a difference, to keep calm and respond, not to react with harsh words or violence.

You learned that you can overcome anything that comes your way, that you can turn a sour relationship into something so sweet that you are happy to be with that person.

You have learned to use your hands for hugging, holding and giving.

Maryann, its okay that some days you feel crappy, I know you don't like it, bit please remember this, you are still learning, you must still embrace the thoughts that pass through your mind.
You no longer have to feel badly about who you are, what you have done and what you want from life, its okay and it will continue to get batter.

Think about this for a minute, there was a time when you hated everyone ounce of your being, when you couldn't stand to look at yourself in the mirror, you didn't want to accept yourself.

Now, you have those tools and most days you think about all the good things that happen in your life, you think about just how far you have come and know that you will go farther than you ever thought you would.

It really is all good. The people that we think have wronged us are doing their best with the information they have been giving too.
We all have something to learn from everyone we meet, our family and friends and people we see out and about.
They are all teachers, teaching us things we want to know, learn do and be.
The things that we think are not so good, or don't like, its our choice and we can change it.
Chane our minds, change our life!

Love who you are, no matter what, if its needed, forgive yourself and others.
Stop, look around, and be thankful for everything right now!

You, me and everyone else, we are all beautiful people journeying through life, finding our path.
Lets be kind to one another, share our unique gifts with the world and be grateful now!!!

until next time happy humans,
XOXO
M

ummmmmmmmmmmmmm yeah

2010-11-08T22:34:00.002-05:00

so, what to write about, what to write about, ummmmmmmmmmm, what to write about, ya know what, I am feelin not so writey today, well, me intuition knows so I am outta here.......................

back at ya when i hear that voice that says, back to the blog gal!!!!
XOXO
M

woweeeee

2010-11-08T19:52:00.000-05:00

yowza, that post below has some really big letters!!!

hellllllooooooooooooooooooo

2010-11-08T19:47:00.002-05:00

USE THIS POST AS AN EXCUSE TO SLACK OFF!

Okay, I will, thank you very mucho!!!!

Ugh, oh no you won't, seriously, c'mon, you know you want to do things, so do them, oh, i see, okay, well, sometimes it is necessary for us to be able to have an out so that we can escape for a bit, if that is what you are doing, oh, you are, okay, then thats okie dokie with me, have a super fun time
escaping into a world of pure fun, lots of bubbles, loads of sparkles and lots and lots of yummers snacks and drinka ma bobs!!!!

I am outta here, zoink, zonk, ka blue eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
tootles,
XOXO
M

Check out Curves StrongerTogether

2010-11-02T21:44:00.002-04:00

Check out this Curves StrongerTogether Profile!

hey you, over there

2010-10-27T21:37:00.003-04:00

thats right cool cat, i am talkin to you. so lately I have been inspired to write much more than usual, a smidge in my journal, I seem to be writing in there and then tearing out the pages, ya know, its that darn inner critic, it just ain't happy unless its pickin my work apart. soooooooooooooo i say to you inner critic who likes to mess with me mind, buzz off, i do not need you, I do not want you and i certainly am happier without you buggin me.
bye bye baby bye bye.

why is it, that we must pick apart the things we do, sometimes to the point of NOT doing what we want at all. i guess its part of a conditioning that we are given when growing up and for some cotton pickin reason we thinks we need to keeps it.
yes, i am spelling differently and not using proper grammar, but thats just so that pesky inner critic knows i will no longer tolerate the bull that it wants me to hear.
I hear you no more, however, i still do love you as you are just doing your job but its time my friend for you to sit back, relax and enjoy the writing on the wall, enjoy all life has to offer, i mean for foxcreek ya know, life is so grand, there is no reason that we must succumb to the traps or any kind of negative bologna that our mind wants to feed us, i say to you hungry inner critic, me has no more food for you, starve you i must!

so tell me my lovelies, what have you been up to, are you writing, crafting, dreaming, loving, creating, living the life of your dreams, oh please do tell, I love to hear your stories of hope and inspiration, and do share those stories of sadness too my friend, the ones that keep you from doing what you love.
have no fear my pet, for where you want to be so shall you get.

take a moment, breath in and breath out, get to steppin and please oh pretty please, however small the step, take it, move in the direction of your dreams, you so deserve to have and be all that you desire!

well pretty people, thats it for now, me tired and sweepy, so off to beddy pie i go, goodnight to you and ever so sweetly dreams i wish you during your rest!

XOXO
M

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-10-27T13:51:00.004-04:00

so my friends, I am here to tell you life only gets better with time, I know, sometimes some really yucky things happen, but really, its all for a good reason, although we may not see it right away, we learn so much from all the good and bad experiences we have throughout our life.

in the mean time, if you are going through something that causes you some grief, sit with it for a bit, and know that it will all be okay, you are one great creature my friend, you are so beautiful, you are truly unique, you are talented, thoughtful, caring and compassionate.
here's the deal, right now, think about something that makes you feel happy, thats right, find it right now, that little happy thought that fills you up with giggles, smiles and sparkles a plenty!
the next time you feel down, think about those sparkles surrounding you taking you to the place of bliss!!

until next time my faboo friends,
I wish you oodles of happiness, tons of love, mountains of money and bunches of good health,
XOXO
M

the message here is.....

2010-10-24T19:31:00.002-04:00

stay true to you! don't let anyone say you are not beautiful! you are unique, you are one of a kind! perhaps you may or may not like the way i chose to send this message, but hey, that is what makes us all beautiful, we are free to express ourselves in any manner we see fit, as long as we don't hurt ourselves or others, so be true to yourself always and forever!!!

XOXO
M

thinkin 'bout

2010-10-23T12:44:00.000-04:00

things we used to do, c'mon, think about the things you used to do and crack that whip, now go do those things you used to do!!!

XOXO
M,

as the day goes by.......

2010-10-23T12:08:00.001-04:00

you just gotta click it, don't wait, click me now to awaken your ears to beautiful sounds....

every once in awhile....

2010-10-23T07:56:00.002-04:00

I feel like this and yet it pertains to only me, when I "go away" from myself, everything falls back into the place of a misguided, poor unfortunate soul. I don't quite know why or how this happens when I do everything in my power to remain positive but I have learned to accept this part of me and while I don't know yet how I fall into this trap, I do know that I will soon be very far away from this feeling. Something inside obviously wants me to acknowledge pain, and so I do, at some point all the pain will be gone!
Yay!!!
Until that time, its okay, cry if you want, feel the sadness and know that somewhere inside of you, its okay to be sad sometimes and not know why, its all part of the great and wonderful transformation taking place, we can do this together!!!

Love you bunches,
XOXO
M
P.S. Looking at this post and then the post below, ummmmmmmmmm, it would be appear to be bipolar, lol hey, it happens, some days we are so thrilled to be alive and other days we wonder what the heck is going on, shit happens 'eh!
Remember to be true to yourself, you are the only one who can make or break you!

P.P.S. aching to delete, (ya know the creepy fear monster is sayin, hey, you are gonna leave this post up, you are wide open for people to read this and think, uhhhhhh, who is the crackpot) I say to you creepy fear monster, piss off, you have no power over me!

P.P.P. S. Hi Mark, totally aware your reading this, lol

You betchya!

2010-10-22T13:13:00.002-04:00

Its time you feel victorious!!! <<<<<<<<<<-------------------- Click that link to the left, you just gotta hear that!!!!

life list

2010-10-22T07:03:00.002-04:00

My life list is always changing and growing You can make a life list too, check it out here!

Have a super day gals and guys,
XOXO
M

ask and you shall receive....

2010-10-16T07:37:00.004-04:00

I tell ya my friends, this is so true. I am so thankful for everything in my life. Yeppers, even the so called icky things that have come my way. Its all part of the big plan to live the life of my dreams and that is what makes it okay.
I keep looking back at what has transpired over this past year and i am in awe of seeing my own life change.
Never, never never, did I say never, did I think for one minute that I would be so into candles.
If you haven't checked out Scent-Sations, you must, I say you must check it out!
The opportunity presented itself in such a way that I had no idea it would be the opportunity of a lifetime. I was asked if I would be interested in checking out a candle company, what the heck I thought, sure why not.

A fabulous friend of mine from Curves in Hellertown told me about a home show she had attended over the weekend. She was blown away by a candle company that was set up there with a wonderful display of candles and career opportunities.

I was ready to sign up even before I went to the very first meeting, however, I wanted to check it out and see just what it was all about.
The meeting was informational for sure, it gave me inspiration to get out there and sell, recruit and build a team so that my team mates and I could build financial success beyond anything we had ever imagined.
Sometimes we get so caught up in living our lives that we forget that life is much simpler and can be lived with ease, comfort, health, wealth and happiness.
There is no reason that we must fight, struggle, endure pain, live without or even spend one minute trying to achieve success.
There is no trying, only doing, we must do the things we don't want to do so that we can get to where we want to be.
When I say do the things we don't want to do, I mean things like talk to people we never met about our business, do home parties, call and approach organizations about fundraising opportunities.
I say we must do the things we don't want to do because it is fear that keeps us from achieving our goals.
Fear keeps us from climbing all the way to the top where we so wish to be, it keeps us from living the life of our dreams and stops us in our tracks.
Well I say NO MORE, no reason at all why we should give in to fear, after all, that is what it wants, fear wants us to give in, back down, run and hide while fear itself is smiling right back into our eyes saying, I win, i win, I win.
NO WAY, not another day will fear win.

This time I WIN, I am moving forward, I am staring fear in the face and saying, you do not have power over me, you are no longer part of my life, you are outta here!

Say this with me faboo friends:
I am powerful
I am able
I can do this
I can achieve all that I desire
I am living the life of my dreams.

See that, it was easy right, okay, well, it is always easier said than done right, WRONG, change your belief system folks, say those words everyday and before you know it, the days, weeks, months and years will have gone by and the "old" you will be long gone.
The "new" you will have emerged into this great, loving, kind, compassionate human being that will be thrilled, happy, content, wealthy, and wise.
It takes but a moment to decide how we want to feel, let go of all the programming that has kept you stuck, its not your burden to carry.
It was someone else who told you those negative things and they had no idea that they would be helping to keep you from getting all that you want, feeling happy and living a glorious life.
Forgive them, forgive yourself, move on from this moment and feel all those awesome feelings that you deserve.

You have the right to feel good about you, now is the time.

I'm here if ya need me, just give a hoot or a holler.

P.S. I would love to have you on my team, together we could reach higher, move more mountains, achieve bigger goals and achieve financial success unlike anything we ever knew before!
Lets do it folks, lets become wealthy together. <-------------- After clicking the link to the left, click "join now" <------------- or just click me and you will be on your way to the top.
I look forward to having you on my team!!!!

XOXO
M

Goddess Allsorts: I Heart This Week

2010-10-15T06:31:00.001-04:00

Goddess Allsorts: I Heart This Week
I just love this gal, check her out, she is full of great info, lots of inspiration and oodles of love!!!

business opportunity

2010-10-10T08:35:00.004-04:00

I am so excited about my new business venture and I would love you to join my team. Everything comes to us just when we need it.

First off, the company has amazing natural wax gourmet candles, unlike anything out there. A fabulous line of natural mineral make up and now they just launched and natural anti aging line!!!!
Unbelievable products, I am so excited to share the products and the business opportunities with everyone!
You can sign up for free, buy wholesale, share with your friends and family and offer these great deals to them as well, if they are not interested its okay, don't take it personal, everyone has different needs and is interested in things we offer at different times of our life.
Just remember, you can have everything in life you want, no dream is too small or too big, you can live the life of your dreams, have all the money you desire to do all the things you choose!!!
Thats why I love Mia Bella products, its giving me the opportunity for financial freedom, I mean really, financial freedom, how amazing is that!

There are a few different ways you can achieve the financial success you want with Mia Bella products;
retail sales, fundraising and residual income. It doesn't get much easier folks, the products practically sell themselves!

Contact me, and you can get started putting cash in your pocket TODAY!!!!
You can read all about Scent- Sations Mia Bella products here.

I look forward to hearing from you!!
Maryann